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I don't beleive in such a thing as friends, just someone your comfortable with but nothing else.

I had to learn a different way of what friends were. I ignored my neighbors which were "my best friends". It started when I was in the second grade. There was this girl I thought was cool [because everyone liked her] so I would only talk to her in school. Well,one day we were having a yard sale and I saw this little girl outside staring at me. I kept staring to see who it was, so later I passed by where she wads on the bike and saw her name "Denise" on the floor carved in the cement. So the next weekend I went up to her and started playing with her on weekends. I played with my neighbor "Lorena" on the weekdays. And one day when I was playing with Lorena, Denise came out so I introduced them and played all the time together. As years went by they got closer and I faded. I noticed that they were barely 11 and already into boys and I just wanted to have fun so I stoped talking to them. Today they still have sleepovers and go out but one thing for sure is that they are weak.

Now this was when I was twelve,in Edison. I met the coolest girl, she stapled her arm sewed her hand and was just careless about everything. I stuck to her because she wasn't conceited or anything. The next year when I was thirteen, we went everywhere like the haunted houses, stores by the school and to her friends houses or to sit at the park. Then I found out that she liked this guy so I would go with her to walk him home. Next it was graduation/ prom/ award ceremony day. So she wore a dress and got to hug him so I took there picture. And on the last day of school she said her goodbyes. And since that year I lost touch of her. She was pretty cool.

Now this past two years I got different friends, they're okay and some other people are just annoying. Whenever I need something theres a friend that always there except when my boyfriend isn't there. Some are there to just have fun, help me when I need it and some to make you feel better about yourself. Some of my friends are: EJ, Mariana, Marisol, Araceli, Lola, Daisy, Nicole, and some other retarded people. I guess I will talk to some people for more than the school years, I hope. I really don't care for them if thats everything turns out so let it be. My Dork